So this week has been good and bad and everything in between.Physically draining but so emotionally satisfying.I fell asleep with the lights still switched on for the past 5 days. I got to know new friends a little better, caught up with the old ones.Gave and received love.Settled back into the comfortable easy rhythm of a friendship.Said “Yes” to impromptu opportunities. Laughed and giggled and flailed over boys (per usual…) Frantically printing notes at 2 in the morning.Made music (albeit badly!) and plans. Feeling alive in the midst of it all.
I sang in front of an audience for the first time ever. I was hit by that familiar old feeling of anticipation and adrenaline one gets when the spotlight hits.Never realised how much I’ve missed performing on stage :’) We weren’t brilliant but apparently it was “cute” and “pretty decent”…so :) Someone told me “There’s always a first time” afterwards and that gives me enough hope to continue whatever I’m doing with the ukulele.I thought I’d be done with music after the last band concert but I guess this love for music/performing never truly goes away huh.
